I was born and brought up in Kent, the South Eastern bit of the United Kingdom squished between London and Europe. As with anyone, I have been influenced by my upbringing, my culture and personal experience. Any map in England always read (when I was at school), “The UK and Europe”, we are here….and Europe is ‘over there’. I think this island mentality is ingrained deeply in my bones, and this sense of being part of something – yet apart from it at the same time, is something I feel very strongly in my life. As a child I loved the anarchic stories by Roald Dahl, and later was drawn to things like Monty Python - ridiculous, edgy, and comically brilliant. There is that “gallows” humour which the British are known for – in the face of death we’re defiant to the point of madness, as someone once so eloquently put it, and my realisation of our mortality (which occurred to me for no specific reason at 4 years old) combined with this dark sense of humour and my constant questioning, have underpinned everything I do.
Being very independent and strong willed, I started work at first in London, and then later, Amsterdam. Although there were many things that appealed about my job (I worked in Marketing for a large, multinational firm), I was left feeling unsatisfied and constrained. After a total of 8 years I realised I was not going to survive much longer in the corporate life style (all that childhood anarchy took its toll), and so I finally quit my job and began studying photography, a medium I’d always experimented with when trying to capture and express my ideas.
I always feel rather uncomfortable talking directly about my work – not necessarily because I’m worried what people will think of me, but rather more that I enjoy the dialogue that comes from a viewer who is seeing the work from their point of view, rather than mine, someone who has no preconceived idea of what it is that I am trying to talk about.
There are several common threads that run through my images – often subtle in their own way, and this is something that appeals to me very much. I like the fact that there is ambiguity in the meaning, which allows it to work on different levels for different people. In my opinion, how we interpret what we see is just as much a reflection on ourselves and our situations, as it is of the work itself. I don’t think we can help it.
I have no answers, no judgement, just questions. I am drawn to looking at why we think what we think, how we develop and learn to decode what we see and assign certain values (for want of a better word) without being really conscious that this is what we do. I am part of something, yet also apart from it – observing, watching, questioning, wondering. Why? What? How?
PDF brochure, with essay by Sabrina DeTurk, Ph.D, Assitant Professor, College of Arts and Creative Enterprises, Zayed University, Dubai, UAE.